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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-09 12:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ozma not thinking of planning for company before he goes on a rescue mission has the same ring as his refusal to take her father’s riches. It is so unexpectedly sweet, and maybe a touch foolish. Salem smiles. She’s been doing a lot of that, since she left — she’s probably smiled more in these last several hours than she has in her entire life. She feels warm, and there’s a part of her that knows that it’s not just because of the fire. ]

Oh, take your time.

[ All that armor strikes Salem as heavy, and probably difficult to put on and take off. Salem watches Ozma for a moment, still reveling in the fact that she’s sitting outside, around a fire, with another person. That person, she’s not disappointed to note, is...well-built, under all that armor.

But Salem knows from her stories that it’s rude to stare, so she drops her gaze and picks up the apple. She’s never held a knife before — she’s never been allowed — so magic will have to do. Salem’s magic has mostly been practiced on small objects like this apple, so she feels competent enough to work on this, making slicing motions across the apple’s skin with her first two fingers, and letting the little cubes fall into her lap. ]


So we just — boil them?

[ That’s probably a stupid question, but Salem has never cooked before, so she wants to be sure. ]
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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-09 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ Salem nods, and gingerly places the apples into the soup, a few cubes at a time. Ozma’s sheepish look gives her some pause — did she say something wrong? Salem wonders if he’s still self-conscious about the food, wonders how to ease that worry without saying something that will just make him sad, instead. She’ll just have to keep things positive. When she speaks again, her tone is light, doing her best to sound reassuring. Salem has never had to reassure anyone before, and she hopes she’s doing a decent job. ]

Well, it sounds lovely. Really. [ Then, again with feeling: ] Thank you.

[ She’s thanking him for more than just the soup. Salem is thanking him for the stars, for the conversation, for the freedom. And for the company, too. It’s a new feeling, not being lonely, and Salem never wants to let it go.

She lets that hang there, for a moment, before following up with: ]


Shall I do the meat?
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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-09 03:40 pm (UTC)(link)
I’d — I’d really like to.

[ Salem is glad to see Ozma’s softer smile. It’s a nice one. She takes it to mean that she’s done what she wanted, that he understands that he doesn’t need to be worried about the soup. That he doesn’t need to worry about anything like that. She’s not going to judge him; she’s got no basis on which to make any sort of judgment. Salem is just happy to be here.

She takes the meat, using the same rough, self-taught magic she used on the apple. Once the meat is in the pot, she moves on to the spices, opening up the bag and taking a little whiff, as curious about this as she has been about grass, about sky, about animals. She adds the spices carefully, a pinch at a time, imitating storybook illustrations about humble cooks. It probably looks a little ridiculous, but Salem, frankly, is having too much fun to be self-conscious.

Once she’s done with that, she peers into the pot, curious to see what happens when it cooks. It sure is boiling! The whole thing is very exciting, and when Salem finally sits back, she’s grinning happily. ]


Come over here. I’ll need to point out which stars I’m talking about, if these stories are to be any good.
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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-09 09:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There's a part of Salem, an old instinct, that doesn't expect Ozma to agree to sit beside her. As a very small child, she used to beg her father to play with her, to help brush the hair of the dolls he'd given her. Later, when she learned that that was unrealistic, she simply asked him to visit more often. Eventually, she learned to stop asking at all.

But Ozma sits close, like he wants to be there. He asks Salem about her favorites. He is very, very unlike her father, and that comforts her. ]


Well, I think I mentioned the seven sisters to you? I'll start with them. Look at that cluster, right there.

[ Salem points up at the sky and launches into her tale. Once she's telling her story, her whole demeanor changes -- she is confident, animated, and tells her story with the skill of a person whose whole life revolved around such tales. Ordinary conversation is difficult, for Salem, because she isn't as used to it. These stories are as familiar as breathing.

Salem mostly keeps her eyes on the sky, while she's telling her story, but once it's finished, she finally turns back to Ozma. His hopes have panned out -- that smile is back. ]


I know more, but I don't want to bore you. Should we -- do we need to look at the soup?

[ It needs to be stirred, right? Salem figures that's something you do to soup. ]
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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-10 07:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Ozma's shoulder brushes up against Salem's, and without thinking, Salem leans into that contact, that brief feeling of warmth. The moment passes, as Ozma settles back to listen to her tale, but it lingers in the back of Salem's mind. It means nothing to Ozma, probably. It means everything to her. It has been years since Salem felt anything so gentle, even if that gentleness was unintentional, on Ozma's part.

So when Ozma rises to check on the soup, Salem follows immediately, staying as close as she thinks is safe. She has learned to be careful, when asking for closeness or touch -- it is safer to not really ask, so much as give a reason for the other person to want to make that contact. Ozma's fingertips might brush up against hers, when he gives her a bowl of soup. He might need someone to lean on as he eats; he could be that tired.

Salem shies away a little, when Ozma winces. She's not exactly sure what's wrong -- the soup looks fine to her -- so she reasons that she must be standing too close, that Ozma needs space. Salem figures it's a good time to reassure him, again. ]


It looks very good. I can help ser--

[ Salem stops there, about to say serve, finally realizing what's wrong. There's only one bowl. Glad that she's not what was wrong, Salem draws close again. ]

You use your bowl. I can shape a bowl for myself. I used to practice making little toys, when I was first learning magic, back -- [ Salem hesitates for a beat. ] -- back there.

[ She tries to keep her tone light, as if she isn't talking about her former prison. This is meant to comfort Ozma, after all. ] It passed the time.
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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-11 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ At you are my guest, Salem properly stares at Ozma, as if he'd just said something to her in a foreign language. She's a guest. Salem can barely believe it, can barely register that Ozma is talking about her. She's never been a guest before. To be a guest, one has to travel somewhere. ]

I -- yes. But you need to eat, too. That pot is too hot to eat out of.

[ If Ozma insists on Salem using his bowl, then she'll just have to make him another. She's worked with little trinkets before, and while she's got less practice with shaping actual earth, the principle can't be all that different. Salem's brow furrows in concentration as she cups her hands over the dirt, raising it up into the sky and shaping it as she goes. She wants this to turn out well. Ozma deserves that much.

Salem eventually manages to form a bowl, which she bluntly hands off to Ozma. Congratulations, it's his now. ]


Here.

[ It's strangely oblong, and a tad lumpy in places, but it does look like a perfectly adequate clay bowl. Salem is sure Ozma is used to better, can do better, but maybe if she passes this off with confidence, he won't mind it. ]
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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-11 04:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Salem takes the bowl of hot soup, letting the warmth of it flow through her fingers and palms. It feels nice, in this cool evening air. Salem's focused, determined stare resolves itself into a softer, gentler smile. This is her first meal as a free woman. She can't wait to know what it tastes like. ]

Thank you. I'd like that.

[ Truthfully, Salem would be happy eating anywhere that isn't her tower, but she's especially glad to spend this time outside, under the stars. Once Ozma takes his soup, Salem will move back to her original spot, her back to the fire and her face tilted up towards the sky. She'll start up her next tale after a few bites of the soup -- it would be rude to let it go cold. Salem takes a few bites, and while it's not, objectively speaking, the best soup she's ever had, taste-wise, it is in many other ways the best soup she's ever had. It's a gift, an act of care, a symbol of freedom. For a moment, Salem is at a loss for words, instead just smiling at the soup. ]

It's -- it's wonderful. [ She looks back to Ozma, her face set in a very earnest, very genuine expression. ] I think you ought to be very proud of it.

[ Salem says that with conviction, with feeling -- this Ozma is a good person, and that is something to be praised, to acknowledge. Salem has met so few of those, if any, in her lifetime. ]
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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-11 07:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I do. Some say a very brave mountain climber put it there.

[ Ozma sits close and leans closer, and this time, Salem doesn't hold still. Ozma called her his guest, and he is wearing such a soft smile, a smile that Salem can only call kind, even though she's seen very few acts of kindness before. There is a kind of safety in that smile, and Salem lets herself lean against Ozma in turn, their shoulders pressed gently together. Ozma is warm and sturdy. It is a warmth that cannot come from blankets, from fire, or from food. Salem hasn't felt it in...a very long time. Salem feels her eyes become damp, and she tries to blink that dampness away, not wanting Ozma to think she's sad. She isn't. She's the happiest she's ever been.

After taking those few moments to adjust, Salem swallows and begins to tell her story. This one is dearer to her, a little more personal: it's the story of a star, but it's also the story of someone who wanted to see the world, more than anything. The mountain climber becomes the star. The mountain climber can see the whole world, now. He is surrounded by so many starry sisters and brothers; he is never alone.

When she finishes her story, Salem is quiet, occasionally sipping her soup, but mostly looking up at the sky, taking in the beauty of it all, letting herself be at peace. If Ozma doesn't move too much, she'll rest her head in the space where his shoulder meets his neck and close her eyes, allowing herself to feel...not quite held, but perhaps supported. ]
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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-12 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ As soon as Ozma puts his arm around her, Salem leans in closer, getting as much contact as she can. She feels Ozma’s arms across her shoulders, his hand resting on her opposite arm. Her side is fully pressed against his, and she can feel the gentle rising and falling of his breathing. She turns towards it a little, bringing her knees up, practically curling into him. It has been years since Salem was held by another person, and longer still since she was hugged for more than a brief, obligatory moment. Salem feels full in a way that isn’t from the soup. It’s hard to describe; she feels more like a person, and less like a possession.

Salem’s empty soup bowl sits in the crook of her lap. She holds it, for a few minutes, before her grip slackens and her breathing slows. Salem’s eyes close. She’s comfortable, she’s safe, but she’s also exhausted. She and Ozma probably walked miles. Before today, the farthest Salem had ever walked was from one end of her room to the other. She feels worn out, for the first time in her life. And that feels good, in its own way.

Salem is awfully close to falling asleep. She barely notices, and she doesn’t care. As far as Salem is concerned, she’d be happy to be held like this for days. ]
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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-12 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
Mm?

[ Salem blinks groggily and slowly lifts her head to look up at Ozma. She’s only half-awake, her expression very open, and very soft. She’s also, for better or for worse, only registered about half of what Ozma said. ]

‘m not a lady anymore. I’m Salem.

[ She was a lady back there, in her tower. That title was something her father gave her. Salem wants no part of it. She does not want his lands, does not want his riches. She does not want anything that could chain her to him. She is free, now. My lady was a prisoner’s title.

Salem sighs contentedly and rests her head again, stubbornly refusing to break contact. She’s comfortable here; why not just stay where she is?

Ozma might need to help her up. ]
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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-12 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ Salem feels Ozma begin to stand, and that does send a clearer message. She lets herself be guided upwards, no longer resting her head on Ozma’s shoulder, but still pressed close to his side. The soup bowl falls unceremoniously into the grass, but at least it’s empty. Salem’s legs are a little numb too, but that’s fine, because she can keep leaning on Ozma.

Now that she’s standing, and marginally more awake, Salem responds: ]


Mm, yes, sorry — I must have fallen asleep. [ She chuckles softly at herself. ] It’s been quite a long day. Bed sounds — bed sounds nice.
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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-12 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ When Ozma says that the bed is hers, a cruel but obvious fact dawns on Salem: there is only one bedroll. Salem frowns, trying to look as stern as she can while still being held by Ozma. She is not especially successful, but at least she’s giving it her best. ]

But that’s your bed. And you’ll be cold without it. Where will you sleep?

[ Certainly not in the grass. Ozma had to do twice the fighting she did — he had to overpower her father and a larger army. This day has been exhausting for Salem, but she can only assume Ozma is also very tired. ]

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