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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-08 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ Salem is free.

She can’t truly believe it, most of the time. Her new world is enormous and overwhelming, and right now, she feels like she can do anything, be anyone. This much freedom, on some level, is frightening. The vastness of it all sometimes feels like pressure, so she chooses to focus on smaller aspects at a time. For the most part, she tries not to trip over the unfamiliar terrain, tries not to be spooked by small animals that, to Salem, seem to come out of nowhere. She does her best to stand tall, to project an image of resolute strength and confidence. It’s exhausting, and as the sun begins to set, it becomes harder and harder for Salem to keep up the pace. They’ve been traveling steadily since the tower, and in some ways, the tower feels so long ago, so far away. In other ways, it feels like it’s looming behind Salem, threatening to swallow her up once more.

She wonders if her companion is tired. She doubts it. Salem wonders a lot about her savior — what does he really want? He has insisted over and over that it’s not her lands nor her hand in marriage that he’s after, but Salem isn’t so sure. He’s very unlike her father. She supposes she ought to be reassured by that. She’s definitely grateful — more grateful than words can express — but she’s also a little wary. ]


What’s it like out here? At night?

[ Salem doesn’t want to suggest that they stop. She wants to appear strong. Salem doesn’t want Ozma to think she’s weak or incapable, doesn’t want him to think of her as a sheltered little thing. She’s done being sheltered. She’s done being a thing. So now that they’re approaching what appears to be a relatively safe clearing in the countryside, surrounded mostly by rolling hills and a wide open sky, Salem will just...test the waters a little. Try to see if Ozma wants to stop, before she suggests it. ]
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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-08 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ Salem nods, relieved that Ozma has suggested that they stop. ]

Yes. I'd like to help -- [ she pauses awkwardly, the phrase unfamiliar on her tongue. ] -- make camp.

[ She's had more conversation over the last few hours than she's had in months. Maybe longer. These new words, this sheer amount of talking, takes practice.

Besides, making camp is a new skill, and a useful one. For Ozma, it's probably such an ordinary thing, but for Salem, it's another part of this great adventure. ]


What goes first? In return, I can teach you the names of the stars, if you don't already know them.

[ Is that common knowledge, for someone like Ozma, someone from outside? Salem isn't sure. She hopes she isn't making a fool of herself. She just wants to show that she knows something about the world, even if what she knows comes only from books and the view from her window. Besides, Salem figures it's safer if she posits this as a real exchange, rather than a warrior taking pity on a former prisoner. ]
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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-08 03:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It doesn’t sound like much to Ozma, maybe, but to Salem that sounds like plenty. At the mention of setting a fire, Salem perks up. That’s something familiar! ]

Oh, I can make a fire.

[ She’s had plenty of practice trying to burn her tower down. It was the escape plan of choice for a very active, but very shortsighted, fourteen-year-old-Salem. But Ozma doesn’t need to know that. It would probably make him sad.

Salem follows, registering the change in terrain beneath her feet. The grass is as soft as she imagined it would be, but lumpier, too. Salem decides she likes it. ]


I had a book on them, and on all the constellations they made, and all the little stories to go with the constellations. When those stories got old, I made up my own. I don’t think they were very good, but —

[ Salem shrugs. Her voice drops, becomes a little quieter, almost reverent. A little sad, but hopeful, too. ]

I always wanted to see them. The whole sky. My window only faced East. [ But that’s a sad story, and probably not one Ozma wants to hear. Salem isn’t sure if she wants to tell it. But Ozma, if he uses the stars to navigate, must have plenty of wonderful stories. So she adds: ]

Where did you follow the stars to?
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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-08 06:48 pm (UTC)(link)
You might be awake all night. I had -- [ little else to do but ] -- plenty of time for reading. Many stories speak of the stars like they're far-away people, old and fickle. There's a tale of seven sisters --

[ Now that they've stopped, Salem finally takes a moment to look up at the sky, and as soon as she does, her words catch in her throat. They're all there. So many stars, twinkling in a huge, dark sky. Salem's heart skips a beat; she may have forgotten to breathe, for a moment. No story can fully capture this. Salem realizes, now, why there are so many stories about the night sky. Even a hundred stories would only describe a small fraction of it.

After a few moments of rapt silence, Salem realizes that Ozma had asked her to clear away some grass. She looks down and blinks, refocusing her gaze to the earth, trying to quite literally ground herself. She nods once, and then crouches down a small distance away from Ozma's pack. Salem makes a sharp, sweeping motion with her hands, as if she's slicing the air, and the grass splits at the roots, blowing away in the breeze. Salem's magic is rough, untrained, but forceful in its rawness.

Once that's done, Salem is finally collected enough to realize that most outside people probably don't stop mid-sentence to look at the sky. Hastily, almost embarrassed, she adds: ]


Sorry, I. I was distracted. I'll do the stone next.
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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-08 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
It is.

[ Salem agrees, her voice soft. She’s glad Ozma understands — at least, she thinks he understands. Salem returns to her task. Forming stone will be more difficult than clearing the grass. There was air to practice with, in her tower, but no earth. Salem kneels on the ground; she does not seem to care whether or not she gets her rather delicate ladies’ dress dirty.

(There’s a part of her that wants to get it dirty, wants to tear it up and destroy it. It is a thing her father gave her. It is not hers.)

She hovers her palms just over the dirt. Slowly, the tiny rocks begin to coalesce into smaller stones. She works at this for quite a while, longer than perhaps the average magic-user should, but she manages to form a small ring of stones that hopefully can keep a fire in check. Satisfied, Salem snaps her fingers, and the dry bits of dead grass remaining in the center of the stone circle ignite, starting a small fire. Salem sits back, now smiling. She’s clearly proud of her modest fire, and she waves Ozma over. ]


Whatever it is may well be the best dinner I’ve ever had. [ These aren’t a lady’s courtesies — Salem really means this in earnest, and she speaks with a very genuine source of forcefulness. ] Because I’m not having it alone.

[ Meals, in Salem’s tower, served primarily to keep her alive and mark the passage of time. They were not things to be shared, not acts of kindness or consideration. Besides, she was rarely properly hungry, only because she didn’t get to do much that would truly tire her out. Now, after all this walking, Salem thinks she could probably eat a horse. ]
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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-09 12:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ozma not thinking of planning for company before he goes on a rescue mission has the same ring as his refusal to take her father’s riches. It is so unexpectedly sweet, and maybe a touch foolish. Salem smiles. She’s been doing a lot of that, since she left — she’s probably smiled more in these last several hours than she has in her entire life. She feels warm, and there’s a part of her that knows that it’s not just because of the fire. ]

Oh, take your time.

[ All that armor strikes Salem as heavy, and probably difficult to put on and take off. Salem watches Ozma for a moment, still reveling in the fact that she’s sitting outside, around a fire, with another person. That person, she’s not disappointed to note, is...well-built, under all that armor.

But Salem knows from her stories that it’s rude to stare, so she drops her gaze and picks up the apple. She’s never held a knife before — she’s never been allowed — so magic will have to do. Salem’s magic has mostly been practiced on small objects like this apple, so she feels competent enough to work on this, making slicing motions across the apple’s skin with her first two fingers, and letting the little cubes fall into her lap. ]


So we just — boil them?

[ That’s probably a stupid question, but Salem has never cooked before, so she wants to be sure. ]
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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-09 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ Salem nods, and gingerly places the apples into the soup, a few cubes at a time. Ozma’s sheepish look gives her some pause — did she say something wrong? Salem wonders if he’s still self-conscious about the food, wonders how to ease that worry without saying something that will just make him sad, instead. She’ll just have to keep things positive. When she speaks again, her tone is light, doing her best to sound reassuring. Salem has never had to reassure anyone before, and she hopes she’s doing a decent job. ]

Well, it sounds lovely. Really. [ Then, again with feeling: ] Thank you.

[ She’s thanking him for more than just the soup. Salem is thanking him for the stars, for the conversation, for the freedom. And for the company, too. It’s a new feeling, not being lonely, and Salem never wants to let it go.

She lets that hang there, for a moment, before following up with: ]


Shall I do the meat?
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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-09 03:40 pm (UTC)(link)
I’d — I’d really like to.

[ Salem is glad to see Ozma’s softer smile. It’s a nice one. She takes it to mean that she’s done what she wanted, that he understands that he doesn’t need to be worried about the soup. That he doesn’t need to worry about anything like that. She’s not going to judge him; she’s got no basis on which to make any sort of judgment. Salem is just happy to be here.

She takes the meat, using the same rough, self-taught magic she used on the apple. Once the meat is in the pot, she moves on to the spices, opening up the bag and taking a little whiff, as curious about this as she has been about grass, about sky, about animals. She adds the spices carefully, a pinch at a time, imitating storybook illustrations about humble cooks. It probably looks a little ridiculous, but Salem, frankly, is having too much fun to be self-conscious.

Once she’s done with that, she peers into the pot, curious to see what happens when it cooks. It sure is boiling! The whole thing is very exciting, and when Salem finally sits back, she’s grinning happily. ]


Come over here. I’ll need to point out which stars I’m talking about, if these stories are to be any good.
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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-09 09:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There's a part of Salem, an old instinct, that doesn't expect Ozma to agree to sit beside her. As a very small child, she used to beg her father to play with her, to help brush the hair of the dolls he'd given her. Later, when she learned that that was unrealistic, she simply asked him to visit more often. Eventually, she learned to stop asking at all.

But Ozma sits close, like he wants to be there. He asks Salem about her favorites. He is very, very unlike her father, and that comforts her. ]


Well, I think I mentioned the seven sisters to you? I'll start with them. Look at that cluster, right there.

[ Salem points up at the sky and launches into her tale. Once she's telling her story, her whole demeanor changes -- she is confident, animated, and tells her story with the skill of a person whose whole life revolved around such tales. Ordinary conversation is difficult, for Salem, because she isn't as used to it. These stories are as familiar as breathing.

Salem mostly keeps her eyes on the sky, while she's telling her story, but once it's finished, she finally turns back to Ozma. His hopes have panned out -- that smile is back. ]


I know more, but I don't want to bore you. Should we -- do we need to look at the soup?

[ It needs to be stirred, right? Salem figures that's something you do to soup. ]
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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-10 07:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Ozma's shoulder brushes up against Salem's, and without thinking, Salem leans into that contact, that brief feeling of warmth. The moment passes, as Ozma settles back to listen to her tale, but it lingers in the back of Salem's mind. It means nothing to Ozma, probably. It means everything to her. It has been years since Salem felt anything so gentle, even if that gentleness was unintentional, on Ozma's part.

So when Ozma rises to check on the soup, Salem follows immediately, staying as close as she thinks is safe. She has learned to be careful, when asking for closeness or touch -- it is safer to not really ask, so much as give a reason for the other person to want to make that contact. Ozma's fingertips might brush up against hers, when he gives her a bowl of soup. He might need someone to lean on as he eats; he could be that tired.

Salem shies away a little, when Ozma winces. She's not exactly sure what's wrong -- the soup looks fine to her -- so she reasons that she must be standing too close, that Ozma needs space. Salem figures it's a good time to reassure him, again. ]


It looks very good. I can help ser--

[ Salem stops there, about to say serve, finally realizing what's wrong. There's only one bowl. Glad that she's not what was wrong, Salem draws close again. ]

You use your bowl. I can shape a bowl for myself. I used to practice making little toys, when I was first learning magic, back -- [ Salem hesitates for a beat. ] -- back there.

[ She tries to keep her tone light, as if she isn't talking about her former prison. This is meant to comfort Ozma, after all. ] It passed the time.
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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-11 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ At you are my guest, Salem properly stares at Ozma, as if he'd just said something to her in a foreign language. She's a guest. Salem can barely believe it, can barely register that Ozma is talking about her. She's never been a guest before. To be a guest, one has to travel somewhere. ]

I -- yes. But you need to eat, too. That pot is too hot to eat out of.

[ If Ozma insists on Salem using his bowl, then she'll just have to make him another. She's worked with little trinkets before, and while she's got less practice with shaping actual earth, the principle can't be all that different. Salem's brow furrows in concentration as she cups her hands over the dirt, raising it up into the sky and shaping it as she goes. She wants this to turn out well. Ozma deserves that much.

Salem eventually manages to form a bowl, which she bluntly hands off to Ozma. Congratulations, it's his now. ]


Here.

[ It's strangely oblong, and a tad lumpy in places, but it does look like a perfectly adequate clay bowl. Salem is sure Ozma is used to better, can do better, but maybe if she passes this off with confidence, he won't mind it. ]
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[personal profile] easilyswayed 2020-10-11 04:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Salem takes the bowl of hot soup, letting the warmth of it flow through her fingers and palms. It feels nice, in this cool evening air. Salem's focused, determined stare resolves itself into a softer, gentler smile. This is her first meal as a free woman. She can't wait to know what it tastes like. ]

Thank you. I'd like that.

[ Truthfully, Salem would be happy eating anywhere that isn't her tower, but she's especially glad to spend this time outside, under the stars. Once Ozma takes his soup, Salem will move back to her original spot, her back to the fire and her face tilted up towards the sky. She'll start up her next tale after a few bites of the soup -- it would be rude to let it go cold. Salem takes a few bites, and while it's not, objectively speaking, the best soup she's ever had, taste-wise, it is in many other ways the best soup she's ever had. It's a gift, an act of care, a symbol of freedom. For a moment, Salem is at a loss for words, instead just smiling at the soup. ]

It's -- it's wonderful. [ She looks back to Ozma, her face set in a very earnest, very genuine expression. ] I think you ought to be very proud of it.

[ Salem says that with conviction, with feeling -- this Ozma is a good person, and that is something to be praised, to acknowledge. Salem has met so few of those, if any, in her lifetime. ]

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