.. I know it's technically right, so why can't I convince my brain of that as well?

[ Ange sighs. It's a little hard to talk about this, especially given the fact that she usually doesn't like even remotely going near the discussion of anything that feels even a little vulnerable.

But she's trying to be better about sharing this stuff, even if it's making her feel extremely dumb in this moment. (And maybe January's effect on her blood is helping push it along a little too.) ]

Maybe it's since I used to have nothing left to lose. And now..

[ Now she has a house full of people she cares about. Now she has a family, tons of friends.

Things don't get scary until there's something actually on the line. ]