i mean think about it he did all that thinking he was doing the RIGHT thing imagine what kind of shit he'd actually feel bad about
[Anyone who says they've never done a petty thing out of spite that they regretted later is a liar. It is mildly terrifying and yet fascinating to consider James' potential version of that. Like the mental version of watching a trainwreck.]
I feel no desire to speculate on that. In any case, my relationship with James seems to be stable, and that is how I would like to keep it. Supposing there is anything at play, I would prefer to let it lie.
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he did all that thinking he was doing the RIGHT thing
imagine what kind of shit he'd actually feel bad about
[Anyone who says they've never done a petty thing out of spite that they regretted later is a liar. It is mildly terrifying and yet fascinating to consider James' potential version of that. Like the mental version of watching a trainwreck.]
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In any case, my relationship with James seems to be stable, and that is how I would like to keep it.
Supposing there is anything at play, I would prefer to let it lie.
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okay sure but what if he asks you out
i mean, this town does make you spill your guts about things like that from time to time
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And I am, as you've said, seeing Stanford.
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working with him after turning him down?
[He is having entirely too much fun with this.]
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I trust that somehow, we would manage.
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but if it gets awkward i reserve the right to say i told you so
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[ He will regret this deeply when it gets awkward. ]